Starting New

So I've decided to start a blog. I've been wanting to for awhile, but never how to start or what to write about. Until I come up with something actually interesting, it'll just be like an online journal I suppose. A journal on my mundane life. I'm a junior in college, still not completely sure of what I want to do with my life. I'm not even sure if I'm in the right major. I'm majoring in Photography, but I don't exactly have the passion for it like others do. I've been told I have great talent with photography, but I'm not very confident I'll get anywhere with it, except for maybe weddings now and then or maybe friends that want a deal on senior portraits. Who knows.

I consider myself very boring. I'm content with my lifestyle, but I'm sure most others might think it dull. I am not one for partying and getting drunk, not even really one for going out much. I'm perfectly comfortable staying in my room and just internet surf or play video games. I love video games immensely, I have PS3 Xbox360 and Wii, along with a few older systems and handheld systems.

Another little fact about me: I'm engaged to an infantryman who is now overseas. I miss him more than I can describe, and he means more than the world to me. I love him more than anything else. He is due home on mid-tour leave soon, and will be due home next summer.

I'm starting this as a way to start new. More often than not, I'm not happy with myself. I feel too dull, too antisocial as well. Some times I'm comfortable that way, but others I feel confused as to how I even have friends. This could probably be seen as going in the other direction, starting a blog online and be at my computer more often to update it, but honestly it is a step forward. Even if it is only on the internet, I'm putting myself out there. I mean there is facebook and things like that, but I always keep that private because of creepers and I don't want them to see my personal information. This is more public though. I won't be including any personal info. Well, when I say personal I mean any info that would make it possible to find me. As I mentioned earlier, this is going to be like a sort of journal for me. Something else about me that you've probably noticed by now, I tend to ramble. Writing about what's going on helps me relieve stress. Even if no one reads this, and I doubt anyone will anyway, it'll me on some level. Here's starting something new.